Wednesday, August 29, 2007

Please Pray For My Friend

I just talked to Shamzy's sister and she tells me that her condition is very very critical. Her doctors told the family to inform all her loved ones about her condition cause they don't know what will happen next. She's very unresponsive, her body is very cold, she's unconcious and is on drips. She sometimes mutters his name and cries but that's it. Her family just flew all the way from Sri Lanka to Malaysia to see her.

Please please please include her in your prayers and wish her to get better. She has to get out of this, she just has to.

Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Update on Shamzy

Her sister tells us that she was in such great shock, that they had to admit her to the hospital. She's non responsive and at times, her pulse will go very weak. She only murmurs his name and cries all day. This is a person who always always always saw the bright side of things and always make you feel better no matter what. Please pray for her to come out of this great shock.

Sunday, August 26, 2007

R.I.P Rauel

An online friend of mine, Shamz, who always managed to make me laugh no matter what, lost her boyfriend yesterday. A stupid arsehole hit Rauel with his car when Rauel just got off work and was walking on the sidewalk. Rauel was in the ICU for a couple of days but due to the extensive damage to his head and back, he couldn't make it. Shamzy is in great shock not crying or talking.

R.I.P Rauel. I am so sorry for your loss, Shamzy and I really have no words. Just that I pray that you come out of this as a stronger person. Love you!

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

For Ava

We just let Ava's balloons let go since it's still the 22nd here. I know it's not enough. Nothing is enough. But I do hope it brings a tiny bit comfort to her family to know people around the world are thinking about her.

Happy Birthday Darling Girl:

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

Happy Birthday To A Super Princess

Once upon a time, there was a beautiful little girl named Ava. She loved all things pink and sparkly. Everyone who ever met her, fell in love with her. She was confident, sweet, loving, and all things nice. But one day, the angels living in pink clouds missed her too much and they called her back to join them. She left this world on Feb. 5th, 2007. People say she was too beautiful for this world anyways!

Today, on August 22nd, if she was still here, she would have been celebrating her fourth birthday. She would have had a princess and ballet birthday party with everything pink. She would have been spoiled rotten by her mummy, daddy, grandad, , her brothers Luca and Mason, and her little sister Ivy and everyone whose lives she changed forever. But instead all her family can do is try not to cry today.

Remember Ava. Say a prayer for her family to find some peace today. Hug everyone you love and tell them how much they mean to you because you have no clue how lucky you realy are to have your loved ones around you. Dance a little and forget about your worries for a day. Wear something pink. If you can, release a pink balloon or lit a candle at her site at

Happy Birthday Gorgeous Girl!

There's a party in heaven,
the Super Princess is four,
there are ponies and carousels,
no little girl could want more.

Close your eyes and you'll see her,
rosy cheeks on her precious face,
twirling and laughing,
filled with love, peace and grace.

She's dancing with angels,
squealing with glee,
through the carpet of balloons,
with fairy lights in the trees.

Her cake is a castle,
there could be nothing less,
it has pink icing and lollies,
perfect for a Super Princess.

She is surrounded by new friends
and there are presents galore
they sing Happy Birthday
for the Super Princess who turns four.

For a moment she turns her head,
a sound from the distance breaks through.
A huge smile lights her face
and she answers i loveyousomuchtoo!!

*poem copied from her mum's blog @*

I would be posting my balloon pictures in the morning.

Saturday, August 18, 2007

The Drama That Comes With Being Ignorant...

I always consider myself to be open-minded. I try to respect everyones opinions even if I don't agree with them. I've noticed many times people try to take advantage of it and go too far. I go to this Victoria Beckham forum which I love because it has people of so many different nationality with different views and they are such fun people (most of them at least). So when I posted about my trip to D.C, I never expected it to turn into a war against Islam and India/Pakistan/Middle East. I was born and raised in Pakistan as a muslim and I am half Irani and half Pakistani. I moved to the United States when I was 11 year olds and I go to Pakistan often. I always consider myself lucky because I get to experience both of the worlds and sometimes I get frustrated at both of the sides cause I feel like I am stuck in the middle. But it gets on my last nerve when some spoiled American or European goes about how my country sucks and my religion is full of terrorists based on news they hear in their country.

Judge for yourself and tell me if I am wrong.......if I am, do let me know so I can try to understand why I am and maybe try to educate myself better for next time.

The drama begins on page 4.

Thursday, August 16, 2007

So I have joined the club....

Well I have a lot to talk about my D.C trip but for now I wrote this for a forum so I am gonna copy and paste:

Well I always been a goody two-shoes and never went partying or anything. Even when the people at my DMV messed up my ID and put my birth year to 1986 instead of 1987, I never took advantage of it. But when I went to D.C to visit my favorite cousin, Mariam, I decided to sod it and when she said she was planning to go clubbing with her friends, and asked me if I would like to go along, I said yes. So we went right after having a HUGE HUGE HUGE dinner. I had my first Mojito and it was a bit bitter at first but I found myself asking for another glass. Then we went downstairs and I wanted to try something new so my cousin ordered me a rasberry vodka with coke. After that, because of the huge dinner, I was pretty full. Anyways everyone started to dance and I was starting to feel my drinks and was getting a bit light headed but I didnt think I was drunk cause well I still knew what I was doing or saying and I suppose when your drunk, you do crazy things or I am just too stupid.

If you must know, I never ever ever NEVEEER dance. NEVER EVER. That's like so Anti-Fari, its not even funny. But one of my cousin's friend/co-worker, a middle aged spanish woman named Blanca pulled me to the dance floor and like OMG I started to dance. Like who fucking cares if people would look at me, I was dancing away. Then a guy asked me to dance and I danced. AGAIN who fucking cares if I promised myself I'll never dance in public. I was not drunk though, maybe a bit too confident? After a while, I got tired, so I went and sat down and had half of my cousin's mojito and then this geeky guy asks me to dance and I am like "Sorry I'm too tired" (pretty normal) and the next second Blanca pulls me on the dance floor again and I start going wild. Still not drunk. And then this freaky old man comes and starts to dance with me and I am like DUDE GO AWAY and my cousin's boyfriend hears that and he's pretty drunk and he's like "Don't even look at her or you'll be sorry" and usually by this point, I should have been very scared but I started to laugh like a maniac. No I am not drunk.....I am only light headed! After our little dance, me and my cousin decide to take a walk at Dupont Circle the trendy area of D.C which is a favorite hangout for gays. Knowing that pretty well, we started to flirt with all these gay men. For fuck's sake I never ever ever ever ever flirt with anyone! Again its just too much confidence, I am not drunk. Then we go to the fountain and dip our fucking feet in there. Nobody minds since everyone around us is drunk except me ofcourse. Then we just started to walk around IN the fucking fountain laughing our heads off and still claiming we are not drunk at all. So we walk to the metro and Mariam realizes her heels are killing her so we switch shoes. Her shoe size is like two sizes smaller but I still force myself to wear her heels. Fari NEVER wears heels let alone 2 sizes too small but hey who fucking cares if I fall flat on my face? Now seriously! We see this drunk girl walking barefoot holding her shoes and we laugh at her saying how stupid she is. When our metro ride is over and we are going to her boyfriend's car, I realize my feets are killing me so I am walking around barefoot carrying Mariam's heels. No I was not drunk! So we go home and Mariam asks me if I am drunk...."Me, no!!! You?" and she's like "Nah!"...........the next day we dont wake up till 2 pm and complain of headaces.....drunk? Us? No way!

Right after we had dinner:

At the fountain:

Saturday, August 11, 2007

In D.C....

So I am in D.C. I been really stressed out back home so decided to come visit my cousin, Mariam. I arrived here on Wednesday and leaving on Monday. Will post details when I get home. Am having a great time waiting for our pizza to arrive at midnight :p Loads of pictures to post too :p