Holy Moly!

It's been three years since my last post!! Just found this blog today randomly!

I went through and read everything and geez, I used to cuss so much. Thank God I left that habit!

So much has changed over the last three years and some haven't! I went to photography school (I still suck at taking pics by the way), I went to London (I loved it even more than I was expecting to), Aryan is still Satan Jr. (I guess some things never change), I still love Sona (How can I not?) and I am still clueless on life!

Hope to update this blog more often!

Unconditional Love

Does it exist? Ofcourse one can love their parents, their siblings, their child unconditionally but can can you love someone you never met so much? How about after one meeting? Being a HUGE bollywood fan, I've seen a billion and one movies where the two lovers in the movie are deeply and madly in love just after looking at eachother. Enough in love to sing and dance and run around trees or dance in a towel *cough*PRETTYBUMBOY*cough*........but is it possible in real life?

How about loving someone so much without actually being in love with that person? Can you love someone you never met so much that you pray for their happiness, their success, their smile? Can you love someone in an totally uncondition way that isn't the love of your life or your child or your family? Why do we love someone so much? I mean what makes us fall so in love with someone that we are ready to give up everything in life for their happiness? What is love? How do you define love? To me, its the most innocent, the most pure feeling in the world. To me, you love someone when all you want in life is for them to be happy, when you put your happiness on the sideline for theirs, when you can do anything in the world for their one smile, when you feel like destroying anything that might make them even a teeny bit upset, when you are ready to give up everything but don't want anything in return, when being around them makes you feel like the luckiest most happiest person in the world, when you are on a constant high when your around them, even when things go wrong, their one smile makes everything better even for a second, when you......aye.

I've never been IN love with anyone but there are a lot of people that I love without any conditions. People that I think rule this world.....that makes me wonder, why do we give someone so much importance? I mean they are human too, why do we nearly worship some people? What is it about them that makes us do that?

Idiotic critics

I saw Saawariya and I loved it. I dn't care what anyone else says. Both Ranbir and Sonam are superstars. Sonam took my breath away, she was that good. Her character was a bit weak but she made the biggest impact. She rocked!!

OSO Vs. Saawariya

Ok can I just say, I don't care of SRK's fake abs and Deepika's waxy looks "win"....I don't care if OSO is the biggest hit of the century. I really don't. I just want Saawariya to do well. Sona and Bir worked so hard on it so for their sake, I want the movie to do well. And both OSO and Saawariya can come out winners, really. There is no competition. You are comparing Ranbir with someone who been in the industry for more then 10 years, who is known to be "KING Khan", who happens to be one of the biggest stars at the moment. This is Ranbir's first movie. How is that fair? You are comparing Sonam with someone who already have a previous movie experience, who been in the industry as a model for years, who is more well-known, again how is that fair? It's not! Yes we Saawariya Manics are going crazy about our sweetus but we don't go into every OSO topic bashing OSO. We know OSO has more chances of winning and frankly we don't care. We just want Saawariya to do well.

2 MORE DAYS TO GO!! I am so freakin nervous! Aaah tomorrow is the premiere in Bombay with all the big industry people coming to support and JUDGE our babies! I am so not ready for this....aahhhh! I will sleep tonight, yes I will.

11 books to read....

So I just ordered 11 books and most of them are because they are on Sona's favorite list haha! Can't wait to get them!

I saw the dialogue promo of Saawariya today and ofcourse my excitement level doubled and arrrgg I don't know how I'll wait for three more days! Sonam as usual was just AMAZING! I am getting tired of using the word amazing but thats the only way I can describe her. She just is. Her dialogue delievery was so perfect and her expressions were flawless. She's going to be so huge, I just know it. Haha I hope when she's a huge superstar, she doesn't forget about us little people on facebook :p

Honestly though, I know that Saawariya would do well and Sona will be huge but at the same time, I am nervous too. Though, I don't care how Saawariya does, Sona will always be a huge star to me. I love her more then words can describe haha. She's so much like me, its scares me in a way haha. She's def. my hero. I can relate to her in so many levels so its all cool.

Sona darling, no matter what happens on friday, I'll still support you and love you no matter what. To me, you already are a superstar!

She Knows Who I Am!!!!!

Well ok fine she have known who I am for a month now cause I am such a annoying little git but I was still in denial but OMMMMMMGGGGGGG she knows who I am now for real. [i]Oh Mere Sona Re, Sona Re, Sona Re, Kabhi Na Change Hona Re[/i]

Get Well Soon, Sona!

Our poor darling has a sty in her eye. Poor precious princess! Kisi ki nazar lag gaye......my mom says only those who love you give you nazar so I hope it was not from me. I am going to say "Mashallah" from now on just so she won't get more nazars. Even if I thought it was a joke when people would say saying "Mashallah" will prevent you from getting nazar! Anything for our Sona Bacha though! And Bir looked so cute saying it, so its a IN thing now. Yes I confirmed my sad status even more.

Get Well Soon, Darling Sona!

Is it possible....

..............to miss someone you never met or knew? I miss Ava. I really do. I think about how big she would have been now and maybe the stories her mom would have shared and I go into such deep pain that I never knew before. Her mummy posted a picture of her and I just. I just miss her. I can't begin to understand the pain her family must be going through. Why does such things happen? I am not into God at all and it makes me question why did he take her away? Why?

What A Sweetheart!!!!

Is all I can say about my precious Sona! God she's sooooooooooooo sweet! She's such a darling darling DARLING! Just so sweet. I can't say that enough time! She's just precious, AN ANGEL! I can't get over what a sweetheart she is! She's stunningly (is that a word?) gorgeous, the sweetheart, she got a personality to die for, and she's just too sweet! AAAAHHHH I adoooorreeeee her! I can't adore her more.


It sounds like I am talking about a little baby but umm she's actually 22 LMAOOOO!!!

9 more days till I see Saawariya!!

I'm Still Alive!

Just been too busy with school and DC move and everything else. Will try to post more once we move to the new place.

Team Sonam

How freakin' adorable is she?!? Just how adorable is she? I am so in awe of her, it's not even funny. The last time I was in awe of someone so much was Aishwarya.

Sonam is too adorable for words. She got the cutest personality. She seems so down to earth and so content with herself. She got the sweetest personality and is so bubbly and funny. And her smile....it like takes over her face and makes you smile with her and she got the cutest laugh! She's "amazingly beautiful" like Ranbir says.

Being Anil's daughter, I would have supported her no matter what but now I think I would have been a fan of her even if she was not Anl's daughter. I really hope Saawariya does well and she gets appreciated.

Oh on another side, I am becoming a Ranbir fan too. Well more like a fan of Ranbir and Sonam as a couple. They compliment eachother so well! Totally adorable!

Saawariya...aaaaa....Saawariya..aaa...!

I have always been a big fan of Rishi Kapoor and Anil Kapoor. I remember watching their movies when I was little. My mom, esp. is the biggest Anil Kapoor fan ever! So when I heard Anil's daughter and Rishi's son are coming in a movie directed by non other then my all time favorite director, Sanjay Leela Bansali, I was excited. I couldn't wait to see what Sonam and Ranbir looked like and I finally saw the promo. Like usual SLB is a GENIUS. By the looks of it, he hasn't let me down. Just like all his other movies, this one looks like a work of art. Ranbir, people were talking about just how good looking he is, is OK.....his dad was more handsome. He still looks quite promising. Sonam on the hand seem to have her father's charm and is just ADORABLE! I can't can't can't wait for this movie!!

It's def. in my top list along with Jodha Akbar starring no other then my favorite, Aishwarya Rai Bachchan and Hritik Roshan and Laaga Chunari Mai Daag starring Rani Mukherjee, Abhishek Bachchan and Konkona Sen.

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To whoever that mailed this in, THANK YOU. I can't agree more.

I Got In!

Moving to D.C On Saturday! I got in whoo hooo!! Classes start on the first!

Whoohooo?!?

The Washington/Arlington school finally got my transcript. Took forever! Knowing very well how bad my grades were at High School, I been scared to death and been so stressed lately. But but but, oh ya, but the lady said she "thinks" I have nothing to worry about. Yaaay? She still doesn't know the final answer but she said she "thinks" I am fine. The keyword is think. I guess that means everything is good or am I focusing on the word "think" too much?

If everything works out, I be moving in with my cousin around the 23rd. Orientation starts on the 27th - pick up books, get school id, etc. I am excited but still nervous. Won't rest until I get the final answer.

Please Pray For My Friend

I just talked to Shamzy's sister and she tells me that her condition is very very critical. Her doctors told the family to inform all her loved ones about her condition cause they don't know what will happen next. She's very unresponsive, her body is very cold, she's unconcious and is on drips. She sometimes mutters his name and cries but that's it. Her family just flew all the way from Sri Lanka to Malaysia to see her.

Please please please include her in your prayers and wish her to get better. She has to get out of this, she just has to.

Update on Shamzy

Her sister tells us that she was in such great shock, that they had to admit her to the hospital. She's non responsive and at times, her pulse will go very weak. She only murmurs his name and cries all day. This is a person who always always always saw the bright side of things and always make you feel better no matter what. Please pray for her to come out of this great shock.

R.I.P Rauel

An online friend of mine, Shamz, who always managed to make me laugh no matter what, lost her boyfriend yesterday. A stupid arsehole hit Rauel with his car when Rauel just got off work and was walking on the sidewalk. Rauel was in the ICU for a couple of days but due to the extensive damage to his head and back, he couldn't make it. Shamzy is in great shock not crying or talking.


R.I.P Rauel. I am so sorry for your loss, Shamzy and I really have no words. Just that I pray that you come out of this as a stronger person. Love you!

For Ava

We just let Ava's balloons let go since it's still the 22nd here. I know it's not enough. Nothing is enough. But I do hope it brings a tiny bit comfort to her family to know people around the world are thinking about her.

Happy Birthday Darling Girl:

Happy Birthday To A Super Princess

Once upon a time, there was a beautiful little girl named Ava. She loved all things pink and sparkly. Everyone who ever met her, fell in love with her. She was confident, sweet, loving, and all things nice. But one day, the angels living in pink clouds missed her too much and they called her back to join them. She left this world on Feb. 5th, 2007. People say she was too beautiful for this world anyways!

Today, on August 22nd, if she was still here, she would have been celebrating her fourth birthday. She would have had a princess and ballet birthday party with everything pink. She would have been spoiled rotten by her mummy, daddy, grandad, , her brothers Luca and Mason, and her little sister Ivy and everyone whose lives she changed forever. But instead all her family can do is try not to cry today.

Remember Ava. Say a prayer for her family to find some peace today. Hug everyone you love and tell them how much they mean to you because you have no clue how lucky you realy are to have your loved ones around you. Dance a little and forget about your worries for a day. Wear something pink. If you can, release a pink balloon or lit a candle at her site at http://avarosemeyer.memory-of.com


Happy Birthday Gorgeous Girl!

There's a party in heaven,
the Super Princess is four,
there are ponies and carousels,
no little girl could want more.

Close your eyes and you'll see her,
rosy cheeks on her precious face,
twirling and laughing,
filled with love, peace and grace.

She's dancing with angels,
squealing with glee,
through the carpet of balloons,
with fairy lights in the trees.

Her cake is a castle,
there could be nothing less,
it has pink icing and lollies,
perfect for a Super Princess.

She is surrounded by new friends
and there are presents galore
they sing Happy Birthday
for the Super Princess who turns four.

For a moment she turns her head,
a sound from the distance breaks through.
A huge smile lights her face
and she answers i loveyousomuchtoo!!

*poem copied from her mum's blog @ http://sheyerosemeyer.blogspot.com*

I would be posting my balloon pictures in the morning.